It's waaaay past my bedtime. I actually did go to bed but was so restless I had to get myself out of there to maintain my sanity. I made myself a hot chocolate to see if that would help. I thought a wee snack would go down well with my hot chocolate, and I'm feeling ever so guilty about it. Cheese...... on crackers...... 2 of them, and they were tasty. I also had a piece of tablet, pure sugar rush straight to my head - that kinda stuff. Oh yes, it was nice. So, there. I've laid it bare for all to see. My midnight snack and my guilty conscience are now public property.
You see, the problem I have is that I am still in holiday mode and have only made a half hearted attempt at adjusting back to reality. My husband does not go back to work until Monday so that is my back to 'normality' date too.
I often wonder how others manage this slide back into 'the norm'. A week or 2 of indulgence may be enough to get folk off to a flying start in the new year, strictly maintaining new diet or exercise regimes. Or are there those like me, who seem to avoid the inevitable return to reality. I always assume everyone else to be the former and internally chastise myself for not being there too.
Either way, next week will come around and I will share how we are coping (or not coping as it may well be) but more importantly I hope I can concentrate for long enough to get back on with the story of therapy for my thyroid ....watch this space.
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